BOGEY
My biggest challenge in life is letting things go.
Letting thoughts go. Letting feelings go.
Not obsessing over things. Not letting my
vague (but yet very prominent to me) OCD
dominate my entire day.
Which most of the time makes being present
very challenging for me.
So.. being present is something I practice
every single freaken day.
I think that is one of the reasons yoga has
had such a big impact on me. When I yoga
is when I let go. That's where I move without
thinking. Where I smile and love. Where I cry
and greif. Where I hurt, lift myself up and
move forward. That's where I breathe
attentively and create space between
my breathes.
There's no space between my breaths right now.
No void, no silence.. And it's excruciating.
I am not hurting. I am not depressed. I don't
want or need pitty. I'm fine and very happy.
Today I just have to create space.